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Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Since I was Ten, I Was Never Truly Happy

"For Christ’s love compels us, because we are convinced that one died for all, and therefore all died. And he died for all, that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was raised again."
(2 Corinthians 5:14-15)
      Today was a better day. It was sunny today :) However, it was very cold. I didn’t like the cold so much. It drove me insane. But I biked about a mile today, something I was very proud of. I had to turn around after a while. I was just too tired. I am thinking about going out after my appointment.
      I dream of biking all the way to Amesbury, MA. I just don’t know if my Lupus will let me. I’m not going to give up. I also dream of climbing many mountains in my area. I just love the outdoors, reading, writing, doing puzzles, and just being me.
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"'Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. 'For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened. 'Or what man is there among you who, when his son asks for a loaf, will give him a stone? 'Or if he asks for a fish, he will not give him a snake, will he? 'If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give what is good to those who ask Him! "
(Matthew 7:7-11)
      I have lost a lot of friends due to this disease. And I am not going to give up until I feel better. I am so happy right now. And I haven’t felt happy since I was 10. Now I’m 21 and I feel happy again.
     

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