“When I walk beside her…”
Today I am just trying to look at the positives of Life. Life is hard with Lupus but I am trying to just see the positives instead of the negatives. Everyone looks at the negatives, it seems. Doesn’t one person want to see one ray of light.
“I am the better man…”
Life has taught me a lot of good stuff. More than anything it taught me to be careful. Every day could just be our last…
I never really thought about it that way…maybe I should try to enjoy life more?
“When I look to leave her…”
I want to leave all my negative thinking behind. I want to vent when I need to, but I don’t want to always be thinking negative. Isn’t it odd how positive I’ve become? Well…I used to be really negative…and now I’m really trying to be happy with my life.
“I always stagger back again.”
I don’t really want to leave anyone or anything behind in my life. Especially not God. I think God was what gave me hope throughout this whole ordeal. It’s hard to be positive without him. So I’m glad I have him.
“Once I built an ivory Tower.”
My joints are still a little swollen. That’s the one thing I hate about this disease. The swelling…it just makes movement so impossible.
“So I could worship from above.”
I am having an easier time breathing… But that’s because I am taking SAM-e. It’s a natural NSAID. It helps with my joints and my lungs. I like it a lot. I am getting out more and trying to exercise.
“When I climb down to be set free.”
I just want to be free of all this stuff. But I know that won’t happen. This is my cross to bear. It’s something I am going to have deal with the rest of my life, at least until there is a cure.
“She took me in again.”
Oh Lupus, why do you have to make hate the sun???? Seriously, it’s a beautiful day and I’m afraid of aggravating you. I don’t want to wake up tired…so please stop?
“There’s a big, a big hard sun, beating on people in a big hard world.”
This world is hard…but I’m going to beat it!!!
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